It is not death
it is life I am afraid of
the pain when life was dark
the fear to stand in the light
 
It is not death I am fearing
it is life I am afraid of
the life I thought to be great
an adventure, a blank page
turned out to be dark and lonely
 
It is not death I am fearing
it is life I am afraid of
afraid to step in to the light
to show myself to the world
 
I used to be positive about people
aproached them with an open heart
till my heart was stepped on
time and time again
it was stepped on
 
Till it was bruised and turned black
and I got ashamed of my black hart
did not want to show it to the world
I am not afraid of living in the dark
I am afraid of stepping into the light
 
I am afraid to show myself to the world
afraid they think I am strange
scared they will think
I cannot sing or dance
I am good for nothing
 
So I hide with my black heart
hide for the people I am afraid of
I am not afraid of dying
I am afraid of living
 
Living the life I want to live
living the life I must live
I am to scared to live
so I hide, I hide myself
 
Rather death than alive
I am avoiding the world
staying alone, just me
not stepping into the light