I don’t understand.

Every day you make me feel, feel love, but mostly pain. You make me feel all those little annoying things which I never felt before. And I hate it!

I was never nervous for anybody, I was never insecure when I look to myself. I was never aware of the things I was saying, but now I do. And it’s all because of you.

You break my heart, all over and over again. You do the things that make me cry. You make me feel lonely and far from the world.

I used to be so tall, but suddenly I’m small

Every feeling, drops into a can. Pretty soon it will be over. My heart feels cold, I’m not used to that. But every day again, I will hope for more….

Every tear again, will make me want you more. But I just can’t fight forever. You never call, you never will. It will always hurt, smelling your t-shirt…..

Every breath I take, fills me with heartache. I just want to get out. But every kiss, feels soft from your lips. Pain can fade away, but love will always stay.

I know its true, You’re just not inlove with me. But everyday I keep on hoping. That on one day, one bright sunny day. You look up and see, what you need from a girl like me.

But still I know, if that day ever comes. There will always be a distance. There is something unforseen, which will always be in between.

I want to run, run far far away. So you be out of sight. But it’s still a guess, it will always be to less. I will always fall, and you always stay tall.

Release me from my chains, make me free again. Just say you really don’t want me. It will hurt a while, but that can go away. I will smile again, but now for other men.

I used to be so strong, but now my road feels long

I used to be so bright, but that is out of sight

I used to be so fun, but now I want to run